A Matter Of Heart

For once.. I wanna be the reason why he cuts his hair, just because I told him so. The reason why he eats something just because it's my favorite food. The reason why he buys a shirt just because I have the same design. The reason why he falls asleep while holding his phone at night. The reason why he love something he used to hate because I love it. And lastly, I wanna be the reason why he smiles, laughs. I wanna be the reason of his every WHYs.

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There comes a point in your life that you met someone unexpectedly and you questioned God what His purpose for it. And maybe, just maybe you try to get rid of that person to free yourself from any heartaches or maybe, just maybe you let yourself to be acquainted to that person for no reason at all. It just happen without even thinking about it. And for the first time you find yourself falling for that person over and over again eventhough you didn't asked for it. You try to keep distance but inside you, you just can't because that person had already make a mark in your heart. And in one way or the other, no matter how you deny it to yourself, you just love having that person around.

In his simplest way, he always draw a smile in your face and makes you to not just think twice but thrice! Haha :)

It's a nice feeling, knowing that there is someone out there who is crazy over you. Okay! I'm exaggerating! Haha :) But it is.   

But above all, you just put things in God's hand. Because you know He has a reason for everything. And maybe, just maybe you're praying that this someone will be your everything in the right time and for all the right reason..

Maybe, just maybe...

Okay! Okay! I'll end this post with 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 scriptures:

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.

xoxo,

Sheena Niña 

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Ask Me: I prefer to be..

I prefer to be…

Quiet or Talkative?

Quiet. But sometimes I'm talkative naman. Pero once in a blue moon lang yon. Hehehe :)

Frank or Tempered?

Tempered. Personality ko na kasi yon. Kailan ko kayang magagawang maging frank, anoh??!! Hhhmmmmm……. Chillax lang! :)

Active or Passive?

I'd rather be in the middle! :)

Let others approach you first or Let you approach the first?

Let others approach me first. Ganun talaga ako. If you wouldn't approach me first, WALEY!!! Hehe :) Hindii ko (daw) kasi carry yong ako ang mauuna.

Dolphin or Monkey?

Dolphin! xD

Atenean or Lasalian?

Atenean. Dream school ko kasi yon at andun crush ko. Wahehehe :)

Mind over Heart or Heart over Mind?

I think mind over heart.. Ganun!!! No explaination please!!! Wahehehehe :)

Leader or Follower?

Pwede same. Hehe:) Anyway, you cannot be a good leader if you cannot be a good follower. I think ganun yon eh.

Black or White?

White for purity and black for emo. Ahehehe:) Both for me.

Director or Actor?

Actor. One of my greatest dream ko kasi yon. But I think I can be a great director also. Hehe :) But anyway, both of them makes the show well :)

xoxo,

Sheena Niña
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Ask Me #01

What is ASK ME? --> A 100 personal questions that I'll try to answer! :P

If you have something to ask from me, just click my Dear Sheena link and then enter your question. Wait for your question to be published together with my answer (syempre naman!). You can also email your question to me! :)

So, I'll start with my number 1 question. Here we go..

#01: What's the silliest thing you've done?

* I think, the silliest thing I ever done was entering the politics world! Making a speech in front of many people announcing that I am running for a Sangguniang Kabataan Municipal Federation President post! It sucks! Nakakabaliw!!! Nakakakaba!!! Haha :) I drunk almost 3 glasses of water straight before going up on stage. I'm nervous! Dah!!! My first time! Hehe :) The shy girl na parating nasa bahay lang at walang imik nag-e-speech?! Hhmm.. That's what you called, improvement! Haha :) I don't know how it all happened for the fact that the other party is a "millionaire" daw but I won! I got the position and I'm thankful to HIM that HE give me that once in a lifetime experienced. And also to the people around who helped and make sacrifices for me and my family, just to win that post. Aba naman, not everyone can be a HON. SHEENA NIÑA O. DEPAUDHON - SK Federation President! Hehehe :)

xoxo,

Sheena Niña

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Papa is LOVE

If GOD will ask me, "What I want for today?" I only have one answer over and over again.. I just want to be with you.. To be in your arms and to give you a power hugsSs and kissesSs.. To say sorry for every CRAZYness I make and to thank you for having you as my father. And to tell you over and over again that I love you Papa.

I'm proud that you're my father!!!

The man who gives me every beautiful things life can offer. Thank you for that! You know! :)

Thank you so much Papa! You may not be physically present today but I know you're just there. Guiding and taking care of me.

Papa, pakisabi naman kay God to give me a man just LIKE you!!! Hehe :) I'm not in a hurry though.. Alam mo yan!!! Kita mo naman.. Hhmmm.. Hehehe :) Love you! ;)

Happy Birthday Papa! :)

..I play a song that would never, ever end Cause I love, love, love to dance with you Papa again..

My first dance..

If I only know, sinulit ko na first dance ko with you nung debut! :(

..You're an angel in disguise..

Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to the ONLY man in my life, the reason why I am here in this world!

POWER hugs and kisses,

Sheena Niña

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Ask Me: One, two, three..

TEN WHAT's:

What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? -- Uhmm.. Thank you #PapaGod at ginising mo na naman ako :)

What did you do last night? --BLOG! Tweet! Sleep! Eat! :)

What would you rather be doing right now? -- EAT, eat and eat! :)

What did you last scream over? -- DELETE DELETE! AYOKONG MAGREPLY! WALA KONG LOAD! ( Hahaha ;) Badtrip lang! :D )

What is your next day off and how are you going to spend it? --Everyday is my day off! Hehehe :)

What always makes you feel better when you are upset? --SMILE! and ice cream :) Dirty ice cream :D

What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other? -- Personality and those who are not fake.

What are you worried about? --What will be my bliss when I go to Cebu???

What are you looking forward to most in this week? --New challenge! :)

NINE HAVE YOU EVERS:

Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend? -- Yes. Like lang naman eh.. Hehe :)

Have you ever had your heart broken? --Yes naman!! 

Have you ever been out of the country? -- Unfortunately, haven't been. But I'd love to.

Have you ever been backstabbed by a friend? --Sanay na ako diyan.. :)))

Have you ever had the cops called on you? --Call me? As in tumawag sa phone ko? A lot of times when I was still at the uhhmm.. having a sports tournament because almost all the referees I get are cops! Hahaha ;)))

Have you ever cheated on a test? -- Ahahaha :) Kapag sobrang hindi lang alam :P

Have you ever read an entire book in one day? -- Yes! I love reading books! :) 

Have you ever got a speeding ticket? --How I wish I have a car! :P

EIGHT WHOS:

Who was the last person you saw? --That cute little girl here in my apartment :)

Who was the last person that slept in your bed at the same time as you? --Waley!!! Bawal ;p

Who was the last person you texted? --Dave! Asking where I am! :)

Who was the last person you called? --My baby sister :)

Who is the last person you freaked out on? --My baby sister! Hehe :)

Who did you last hug? --I'm hugging my pillow now! :))

Who did you go with to your 1st school dance? --Ahem! :)

Who is your best friend? --HIM! The best-iest friend ever! :)

SEVEN WHENS:

When was your last shower? --Kaninang umaga :)

When did you last see your mom or dad? --Uhhmm..

When was the last time you danced? --Ewan! Hindi naman ako marunong sumayaw eh! Tinataguan ko pa nga dati yong Kuracha eh! Haha :)

When did you get married, or when do you want to? -- I dunno yet.

When did you last go to the movies and with whom? -- Aayy.. Tagal na.. Hahaha :) Ano pa yon eh, The Avengers yata with me, myself and I :)

When did you last take a vacation and where? -- Everyday is my vacay! :)

SIX WHERES:

Where do your grandparents live? --Here! :)

Where did you last hang out? --At my room! Hehe :)

How do you get to school? --Jeep, before! :)

Where is your favorite place to be? -- My PINK room  :)

Where did you sleep last night? -- My room :)

Where would you like to move? --Prestige village :)

FIVE DO / DOES:

Do you like someone right now? -- I think so.. Oh NO!!!

Are you in love? --Huwag naman sana... Like nalang muna! Hehe :)

Do you ever wish you were someone else? --I love myself though I have lots of detractors.. :)

Do you have nightmares? -- Ofcourse I do! :(

Does the future scare you? -- Hell yeah!

FOUR WHYS:

Why do you think you and your bestfriend get along so well? --Because we understand each other... and we accept each other in all aspects..

Why did you get a Facebook? --For fun! Hahaha :)

Why did your parents give you the name you have? --Ask my aunt pluease.. Hehe :)

Why are you doing this survey? --Because I'm bored.. Angal?!

THREE IFS:

If you could have one superpower, what would it be? --Teleport so I can easily go here and there and Mind-reading so that I'll know what he's thinking! ;)

If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? -- I would want to have Papa back... :'(

If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing, what would it be? --My journal! :)

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVERS:

Would you be your friend if you were someone else? -- Yes! I believe so.. 

Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? -- Ofcourse. Will do so.. 

ONE LAST QUESTION:

How do you find your life right now? -- Obnoxious.. Dami kong gusto pero di ko alam panu gagawin :(

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That's it! Hope you enjoy! Answer then kayo if you want..

xoxo,

Sheena Niña
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Ask Me: Pointless Question (daw)

Hello there!!!

And because I'm bored... I'll answer this questions na lang. Hehe :)

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1. Name please: *Sheena Niña Ortega Depaudhon
2. Approximate age? *20ish..
3. Are you happy in your life? *Yah because I'm in love with life!
4. Do you feel like anything is missing? If so, what do you want? *Yah.. Not what but who.. si Papa!!!
5. Do you plan on being a musician/artist/writer? *Just in my dreams.. Hehe :)
6. Do you think you are artistic? *Sort of..
7. Have you ever tried hard drugs? *Yikes!!! No!
8. If so, have they changed your life? *NO nga diba?! Do I have to answer this? Hahaha:) Wala lang.. xD
9. What age would you like to die? *Now! Why not?! :P In GOD's time :)
10. Would you let your kids smoke weeds? *Such a BIG NO!!!
11. Are you an angry person? *Sometimes.. Pero hindi naman halata.. Hehehe :) Sweet smiling kasi..
12. Do you laugh a lot, but don't really mean it? *Ha?! Sometime! Hehe :DD
13. Do you like to think you are popular? *Yah, why not?! Am I not popular? I don't think so...
14. Describe your most terrifying dream: *My father died.. Then after two days, he died nga! So bad.. NIGHTMARE!!!
15. What band would you die to see live? *Rubber band!!! Hahaha :) One Direction na lang. Band ba sila? Wew!!!
16. How would you like to die? *Asleep..
17. What is your opinion on self-mutilation? *No comment!
18. Do you believe in capitalism? *No.
19. Communism? *No.
20. Libertarianism? *No.
21. Would you rather be an anarchist or a socialite? *Middle :)
22. Freedom of speech or controlled society? *Freedom of Speech with a little bit controlled. I repeat, A LITTLE BIT! :)
23. Obama or Bush? *Obama :)
24. Would you consider yourself intelligent? *Surely yes! Everybody is intellegent, tamad nga lang yong iba :(
25. When was the last time you cried? *Last night! To the person I'm not so sure if he deserved that tears.
26. When was the last time you laughed? *Just awhile ago. LOL
27. Who is your last text from? *From someone I inquired about room for rent at Cebu! Haha :)
28. What did it say? *May vacant daw! Haha :)
29. Ever had your ass kicked? *No.
30. What's your middle name? *the ORTEGA! ;)
31. Single or taken? *Single but I'm not intended to be in a relationship anytime soon.. My Romeo Bee remember?!!!
32. If taken, do you love this person? *Hahaha i<3u
33. If single, what are you looking for in someone? *Someone like my papa.. Responsible! :)
34. Sex or love? *Love.
35. Who is your best friend? *HIM! :)
36. Why is this person your best friend? *Because HE is always there for me no matter what, no matter what I do. xD
37. Are you moody? *Hahaha :) Super-duper YAH! ;)
38. Are you depressed? *No.
39. What do you think of abortion? *It's the greatest sin anyone can do..
40. Are you in good mood today? *Yes! :)
41. If not, why are you not? *Huh?!!
42. Are you afraid of the swine flu? *Relax lang..
43. Are you afraid to be yourself? *Sometimes..
44. What would you label yourself? *Not your ordinary girl :)
45. Do you live with your parents? *For now, no.. I have my very own place..
46. How many siblings do you have? *We're 4! :)
47. Do you wear skinny jeans? *Yes! Love it!!! :)
48. Are you emo? *Maybe yes. Maybe no. But I'm very sentimental! Hehe :)
49. Are you aware that all emo kids look exactly the same? *Yun ang sabi..
50. Are you a hater? *Sometimes..
51. Are you anti-rasict? *Ano daw???
52. Explain your personality in three words? *Simple, determine, hopeless-romantic :)
53. What do you wish your name was? *Sheena Niña Ortega Depaudhon. Hehe :) Love my name! :)
54. How old do you want to be when you get married? *Dapat before I reach 30 years old but not early than 25 years old.. Tapos, kapag 30 years old na ako at wala pa ding boyfriend or future kasalan, mag-HI ka sakin, uraMISMO pakakasalan kita! May ganun???????????? Hahaha :DDD
55. What do you want to name your kids? *Ahhmm.. I'll just tell you after more or less ten years from now. Hehe :)
56. What kind of hairstyle do you want? *Anything..
57. When was the last time you brush your teeth? *A while ago..
58. What are you wearing right now? *A short-shorts and tank top! :)
59. Say something random: *Anobahyan??? To go or not to go? Nakakalokah!!! Ayoko ng mag-isip! Itulog ko na lang kaya ito?! Nakita ko wallpaper ko, si DAMON nandun! Inlove na naman ako! Wew!!! Tapos.. Tapos... Nigugutom na naman ako!! Boring..
60. What do you wear to bed? *Comfort clothes! :)
61. What color is your underwear? *Pink! *winks*
62. Am I getting personal? *Super-duper YES! Haha :)
63. What's your view on nihilism? *Ha???
64. Pacifism? *A mere truth..
65. Do you think the drug culture is misunderstood? *Whuat do you think??? Hahaha:)
66. Are you a fan of Hunter S Thompson? *Who????????????
67. Do you read literature? *Sort of..
68. Do you love horror movies? *Hahaha :) I'm not a big fan of horror movies..
69. What's your fave one? *Yikes!!!
70. Do you like comedies? *Yes, I love it! :)
71. Are you a smoker? *Hell, NO!
72. Do you smoke cigars/cigarillos? *Gaaaaaaaadddd.. NO!!!
73. Do you have anger problems? *What do you think??? xD
74. Do you know someone who has a mental illness? *No???
75. Have you had someone close to you die of cancer? *Yes.
76. What do you want to be next Halloween? *Waley!!!
77. What grade are you in? *No grade! Hehe :)
78. When do you graduate? More than a year na! Tsong, I may be a happy-go-lucky student pero in all fairness, GRADUATE na ako! Hahaha :DD
79. Do you talk to yourself? *Always! Haha :) Would you already recommend me to go to mental hospital? LOL
80. What color are your toenails? *Colorless! Hehe :)
81. Has anyone ever told you, you have a nice smile? *Definitely yes!! Hehe :)
82. Nice eyes? *Huh!!! YES.. Thanks sa nagsabi… Mwahh!!! xD
83. Ever broken a bone? *I think nung baby ako.. Don't remember na.. xD
84. Got a black eye? *No!
85. Nose bleed? *Yes! Kaya pluease don't speak to me in english!!! Hahahaha :p
86. Ever been so mad you cried? *Yes.
87. What's your fave quote? *Be yourself. Live your life to the fullest.
88. Are you listening to anything right now? *Heart of Worship and Butterfly Kisses.. Dance With My Father pa pala! :)
89. What are you addicted to? *Pink, hello kitty, ice cream, cotton candy, vampires, vampire books, Damon Salvatore, spaghetti, kikiam! :)
90. So you like silver hair? *Haha :) Grandma? It's that you?? :D
91. Would you ever fight a famous boxer? *Whuattt????? Do you want me to die??!!! HUH!!!
92. Could you take on kimbo slice? *Whuat???
93. Can you even first fight? *Yikes! I'm very peaceful! No fighting pluease.. Hehe :)
94. Do you work out? *Yes, I work out by sleeping! ;)
95. Are you in good physical condition? *Siguro! ;)
96. Do you get creeped out by puppets? *Yes, they're cute but I kinda didn't like them..
97. If you could be any celebrity by one day, who would you be? *Locally, I want to be Sheena Halili at sa international scene naman, si OPHRA.
98. Do you have any phobias? *Yah, maybe.. I hate hearing snores! It freak me out! Feeling ko any moment mamamatay yong humihilik eh. I remember that day..woke up with Papa's snoring tapos ayon na!!!! Kaya ayoko ng humihilik!
99. Ever been mauled by a wild animal? *Whuattt?????
100. Do you think you could be a Suicide Girl? *Maybe..
101. What about a playboy bunni? *Yay!! No yata..
102. Are you insomniac? *Sometimes.
103. Do you take birth control? *For what?? Hahaha :) NO.
104. Are there questions pointless? *SUPERRRB…
105. Favorite color? *Pink, pink and pink! :))
106. Peace out! *Haay..


xoxo,


Sheena Niña
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Traveling Lost

"Follow your bliss - where your deep sense of being is from, where your body and soul want to go… and doors will open where you didn't know they were going to be." -Joseph Campbell

The essence of travel is in our desire to discover. A most basic desire of the human soul, discovery calls up the Child Experience, where everything is new and fresh and lies waiting.

Traveling imprints the soul's visa with an exemption from the mundane cares of every day life. Doors do open, providing
opportunities to delight in the unexpected.
Preferring to bypass the cities, I ramble around in the countryside, where each day exploring brings new treasure to light. "Time Is ~ Time Was ~ Time Is Not," this discreetly chiseled inscription, found on
a churchyard sundial, might best describe the essence of traveling throughout.
History and prehistory surface at every turn and I find myself magically falling back
through the ages. Here, there exists the feeling of tapping into an intangible undercurrent of some ancestral memory bank. Some connection to a lost past. The landscape breathes and is alive with enchantment. The veil draped between the known and the unknown seems
thinner.

Letting myself travel lost, far off the touristed map, not knowing where exactly I am, gives me unrestricted access to the unexpected. It is then that synchronous events flourish. It is where I begin to regain myself, and where the return to magic starts.

There is nothing better than to be lost in the winding, narrow, country lanes bordered by those tall hedgerows that define the patchwork of luxuriant green and tawny-yellow fields. With a bit of luck, I stumble on some great ruin of an ancient age around the next leafy turning. A fork in the path leads to a tea garden setting of the 19th century. Ahead, a
bend in the road provides a flickering glimpse of a castle ruin through the elms.
Unexpectedly, in fields of golden grain, immense, ancient stones stand shimmering in the sunlight. Accidental discoveries that open something in my heart. And there's the beauty for me. Not so much seeing the sights, as being part of the moment of discovery.

Absorbing the moment. Letting myself be as lost as possible, with a light and merry heart. I travel exploring not only the tangible landscape around me, but also that which drifts out before me, ephemeral, elusive and compelling. Venturing away from the known circuit
gives rein to my soul's purpose. A desire takes root as something of a personal calling, and I am immersed in the fluid pool of discovery. I saunter. Sauntering allows oneself the opportunity to take in the expected. That, which was alone waiting for its discoverer. A lovely surprise left by a mirthful sprite.

Nothing opens my soul more than partaking in this vast and awe-inducing, cosmically
planned Easter Egg hunt.

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This is just a REPOST!!!
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Love: Adventure, Travelling, Unknown

xoxo,

Sheena Niña
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Journal: My ABC's

A- Available: Uhhmm... I'm single but not available. My Romeo Bee yah know?! Hehehe :)

B- Birthday: January 5. Don't forget my gift! :)

C- Crushing On: Ian Somerhalder ;)

D- Drink you last had: Sarsi cola! :) Hate the taste thou..parang root beer!!! Wew!!!

E- Easiest person to talk to: Will and always be GOD :)

F- Favorite song: Dance With My Father, Heart of Worship, Butterfly Kisses, Grow Old With You; LSS Ordinary Song and Inside My Heart

G- Grossest memory: Malay ko! Kinalimutan ko na yon for sure!!! Haha :)

H- Hometown: Pastrana Leyte

I- In love with: Damon Salvatore FANGS!!! <3

J- Jealous of: Nina Dovrev (because she has my Ian Somerhalder!) Haha :)

K- Killed someone: Yes, his name is mosquitoe! Haha :)

L- Longest friendship: with GOD! His the best-iest friend ever!

M- Middle Name: the ORTEGA :)

N- Number of siblings: 3

O- One wish: to achieve ALL my dreams! :)

P- Person who called you last: Waley! Haha :)

Q- Question you're always asked: Kumusta? Kalokah!!! Haha :)

R- Reason to smile: a lot :) Just by waking up each day is already a BIG reason to smile :)

S- Song you last sang: Heart Of Worship

T- Time you woke up: 5:00 am!!!

U- Underwear color: pink! ;)

V- Violent moment you had: ahhmm.. I don't know....

W- Worst habit: Hhmm... Eating junk foods (???)

X- X-rays you had: For employment purpose.

Y- Your last kiss: Last night with my pillow! Hahahaha!

Z- Zodiac sign: Capricorn

xoxo,

Sheena Niña

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Words From A Scratch Paper

Dear YOU,

I fell in love a lot of times. I met different people, from different walks of life, and tried to deal with their personalities. I defeated all the pain, the heartaches, and trashed all the memories which made tears roll down my face. But as they say, repeated experiences make you tired and may even keep you wasted. I got tired. My heart got tired.

I became numb.

By the time I realized that, I felt really sorry for myself, for I can't have that great feeling working through my system again. I admit that I admired people for their looks, their talents and their character, but never did my heart beat the way it did when I felt love in the past. I tried falling for someone, but no matter how hard I do it, I can't make myself fall in love again. Yes, you can never let yourself fall in love, because it just happens - to the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time. 

I closed my eyes, and believed that no one can make me feel love again, and then I thought of permanently closing my heart. Though there were some who admitted that they have feelings for me, still I can't guarantee that I can love them back. I just can't feel it. No love, no tears, no pains. I have friends, and I considered them as my love.  

I don't want to fall in love again.

I don't want to get hurt again.

I don't want to feel the pain.

I promised myself,

I will never fall in love again- never! 

...until you came... 

I broke that promise I made,

For at last, I felt love again - a love to last forever!

No, I still don't want to feel the pain.

No, I still don't want to get hurt again.

But you're worth it, And yes, I want to fall in love again.

I opened my eyes, and believed that you made me feel love again, and then I thought that I was a fool for attempting to permanently close my heart. You never admitted your feelings, but if you'll do, I'll guarantee you all my love. Now, I can feel it. Yes to love. And I will never let tears and pains bother us. I still have friends, but now, this is a different kind of love.

By the time I realized that, I feel great for I have that great feeling flowing down through my veins. I admit that I admired people in the past, but what's important is you who I admire and love at present. I didn't try falling for you, I didn't make myself fall in love with you, because it just happened - to the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time. 

I am in love. 

I fell in love a lot of times. I met different people, from different walks of life, and tried to deal with their personalities. I defeated all the pain, the heartaches, and trashed all the memories which made tears roll down my face. But as they say, you should never get tired in experiencing things, for they give you lessons to ponder. I love you. I'll never get tired. My heart will never get tired of loving you.

xoxo,

Sheena Niña
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Journal: Thinking twice.. Thinking Thrice..

Hello loves!!!

Yah, I know kaka-blog ko lang awhile ago and I'm here na naman. Wala lang.. Can't sleep!!! Thinking this and that...this and that. Thinking once.. Thinking twice.. Thinking thrice..

I can feel the sadness in his heart. It almost broke my heart and for the long time, a guy makes me cry. A guy who for me is just nothing. A nothing that becomes my someone. A someone that becomes my everything. An everything that becomes MINE.

Yah, it's crazy. I thought, everything is just a joke but re-thinking everything tonight from the start to the moment awhile ago, it shot me off-guard.

I can feel what's inside his heart and it makes me not just to think twice or to think thrice but to think everything of it over and over again. But maybe, just maybe.. everything will fall in its place in the right time and in GOD's time.

And maybe, just maybe.. when that right time comes.. he'll forget all his insecurities because in one way or another he is special just the way he is.

It's not because he is this and that but it's because he loves me with all his heart, with all his soul and with all his life.

It is him that I want not the other way around.

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Okay! May last song syndrome ako ngayon! And I wanna share it with you guys! :)

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Ordinary Song

Just an ordinary song

To a special girl like you

From a simple guy

Who's so in love with you

I may not have that much to show

No diamonds that glow

No limousines

To take you where you go.

But if you ever find yourself

Tired of all the games you play

When the world seems so unfair

You can count on me to stay

Just take some time

To lend you ear

To this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song

To a special girl like you

From a simple guy

Who's so in love with you

I don't even have the looks

To make you glance my way

The clothes I wear

May just seem so absurd

But deep inside of me is you

You give life to what I do

All those years may see you through

Still I'll be waiting here for you

If you have time

Please lend an ear

To this ordinary song

Just an ordinary song

To a special girl like you

From a simple guy

Who's so inlove with you...

xoxo,

Sheena Niña 

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First Timer

 Hello loves!!!

As I told you the last time, I'm going to blog my first ever WIN to twitter (or other networking sites) giveaway..

While tweeting, I saw Tim Yap's tweet that Miss Cris Albert, the FILA's royalty (President) is going to give 100 pair of FILA shoes by just following Miss Cris Albert twitter account and tweeting FILA's vision: "Everyone deserves an authentic world class sports shoe."! Whoa!!! So, I give it a try! I really thought I wouldn't won that giveaway. But, thank GOD :)

Miss Cris Albert's notification/ tweet that I won that giveaway! Yay! :)

My Gift Certificate :)

 And...the LUCKY shoe! Hehe :)

I'm not a sporty type because my sport is just SLEEPING! Haha :) But surely my feet love this shoe that I already use this as soon as I get out from FILA's Robinson's Galleria boutique! Haha :) #excitedlang Thank you so much Ate Sheena (one of the store personnel, same pa kami ng name! for accommodating me, ang bait niyo po! Hehe!)

Thank you so much Miss Cris Albert for an early Christmas gift! :)

And now, I'll end this blog post with saying: I deserve an authentic world class sports shoe even though I'm not a sporty type. 

xoxo,

Sheena

Journal: Anything Goes

Hey lovies!!!

So sorry.. It's already been awhile since the last time I update my blog. Bawi ako ngayon! Hehe :) (Try kong bumawi ngayon..)

So here...

I'm here now at Manila nung October 26, 2012 pa! Hehe :) Crazy travel! For the first time I experienced how it feels to be stranded in an island ng walang kakilala and to be around with (somewhat crazy) strangers. Ssshhh!!! Thankz to my seatmate who indure all my silence, walang pakialam and snobbish mood. Haha! And also thankz to her because at the middle of our journey parang hindi yata siya nakatiis at kinausap na ako ng bongang-bonga. Kung hindi pa kami sasakay ng barko, hindi pa kami mag-uusap. Kalurkey me! Feeling ko hinihintay na ako ni kamatayan nung nasa barko na kami. Kasi naman.. Nakakalokah yung alon!!! It's not my first time naman to travel by sea pero talagang nakakalokah yung alon! First time! And I'm kinda scared now na sumakay ulit ng barko. That an hour travel feels like a lifetime to me! CRAZYness!!!

Anyways, made a new friend thru Rose Ann's sister! Live there almost half of my life! Wew!!! #exaggerated Hehe! They're great! So simple and warm! Love them and I'm so thankful I meet them.

Last November 2, I went to Quiapo to pray at magpa-mesa for Papa because I do not have a power to teleport goin' home! Haha! Yan din ang sinulat kung status sa foursquare ko. Yay! CRAZYness din! Haba ng pila! Nalokah ako! Napa-note to self ako: Huwag basta-basta pumunta ng Quiapo at huwag pupunta dun kapag may okasyon, regular days na lang! Haha :) Nakakabaliw kasi sa dami ng tao pero panu pa kaya kapag fiesta ni Nazareno?! CRAZY na ako nun! Haha :)

My cutie phone wallpaper :)

Met this guy, thru FB thou.. Eeww!!! Hahaha :) Ang cute ng photos niya! Wallpaper ko na siya sa new BB phone ko. Thank you Screen Grab! Hehe :) I don't have a plan to accept his friend request kung hindi siya nag-comment sakin! #butinalang We're regular chatmate na. Eeww the name! :)  Pero in one way or another he simply makes me smile. Ohh please.. Romeo Bee magpaalala ka ulit sakin. Hehe :) Catch me I'm falling for you.. Crazy for you.. GUARD YOUR HEART. Hahaha!

Can I touch his face,

And feel his embrace?

It’s been a long, long wait;

Who is my fate?

“Be patient, my waiting rose;

Your Romeo bee, I chose,

To be someone kind and loving;

Who will arrive in my timing.

Heartaches may come your way;

Sadness in your heart may stay;

In every fall I will help you stand;

I’ll reach out to touch your hand.

I have in mind the place and date;

Not a minute early or a second too late.

Replace your doubts by trust;

For complete surrender is a MUST!”

Anyways, I'm happy that there is someone who makes my heart beats not the usual and draws a sweet smile in my face NOW. Thank you Remar Veloso! #namedrop Hahaha :)

So, Aiko and I exchange messages this past few days. I'm decided, I'll go to the place I really want to! I love CEBU! See you soon! Maybe early next week. And please, CEBU be good to me. Maghahanap ako ng work dyan eh! Hehe :)

Received a good news last night (November 6). Yehey!!! I won a FILA shoes! I promise to blog about it! I'll get my prize tomorrow (November 8) at Makati! Hopefully hindi ako mawala. I'm not really familiar with the address!!! #EpicFail And... it's mom's birthday tomorrow!!! Wow! Parang birthday ko na din! Hehe :) If the prize is a Gift Certificate, I'll try to find a pair na love ko (MISMO) at alam kong masusuot ko pero kung wala I'll just look for a pair for my brother. Sometimes, I'm an angel naman eh. Hehe :)

That's it for now...

Boring ba??? Hehe :)

By the way, I'll be back to iamsheenafied or should I make it iamsupersheena nalang? Hhhmmm....

xoxo,

Sheena Niña

P.S.

 ***Kahapon pa dapat nakapost ang blog (post) na ito pero #epicfail yong phone ko! Walang blogger for BB!!! Gggrrr...

***Already have my GC! Yehey! Any one pair of FILA shoes! #excitedmuch

***Already here at San Juan, will sleep here! Miss my baby sister! :)

Ohh.. I'm already talking so much!!! Haha :)

xoxo,

Sheena Niña

**Ooopppss... Tapos na pala akong mag xoxo! Hahaha :) **

Tic Toc CRAZYness

"One of my life's worse scenario... It's when people assume that they know me even without trying to look deeper, and judge my actions without knowing my own reason behind it."

Tic. Toc. Tic. Toc.

Time to be up. Go get working... Argh!!! Wanna lie on my bed. Wanna sleep, sleep and sleep.

Dance With My Father playing on the background. Next is, Butterfly Kisses, then The Heart of Worship then Grow old With You. Haaay... What's wrong with my playlist??!! Imagine four songs playing over and over again?! Hhhmmm... Seems so great! Hahaha :) I love, love, love life!

"I'll play a song that would never ever end cause i love, love, love to dance with my father again... ...There's two things I know for sure she was sent here from heaven and she's daddy's little girl..."

Watched a beauty contest kanina.. Saw familiar faces...Asked me this and that (to the point na parang pinipilit na ako and pinagdidiinan ang sinasabi). Haayy.. What's wrong with you? Are we close? Are we friends? I don't think so.. Isn't i sucks when people went to you as if you're the best of friends???!!!

Haaayyy buhay... parang life.

Rumors...

Bad rumos...

Hhhmmm...

Anyways, I never have to explain myself to anyone because the person who likes me doesn't need it and the person who dislike me won't NEVER-EVER believe it. Can I just have a reality show like Paris Hilton's "The world According To Paris" so they'll eat thir words (to death!)??? Hhhmmm... Smells capital F, U and N! Hahaha :D

People will always be people..

Anyway, look at the brighter side. Uhhmm.. Meet this somewhat cute guy in a kinda weird chance. Wave a "hi" and i wave a "goodbye".. Few days after, I received a text from unknown number. What the...???!!!

Text. Miss call. Text. Miss call.

Turned-off my phone. Get my sim. Open my phone again. And play my playlist.

Dance With My Father, next Butterfly Kisses, then The Heart of Worship then Grow old With You in the background.

"When God knows I'm ready for the responsibility of commitment.. He'll reveal the right person under the right circumstances.. I'll wait patiently.. I don't waste my time searching and wishing.. I'll grow and be ready.. And I'll see.. God will give me a LOVE STORY far greater than I could dream of!"

Locked in my room for more than a week already. Love it! I'm on a WATER-diet. WOW! 

Sleep...

Sound trip...

Read book (for the nth time)...

Fetish Find...

Oh! Fetish Find! I'm excited for it to open. Gotta get ready!!!! ;)

Hhhmmm...

And now... I'm boring!

Tic. Toc. Tic. Toc.

xoxo,

Sheena <3

Super Sweetheart and Chinito Charmer

Hey lovies!

Here in my room... just finish watching the PROTEGE's 7th Elimination Night.

Yay! Thea Tolentino is great! Love her performance tonight and so a swith Mikoy Morales. Hehe :)

GO Mikoy and Thea!!!

A little diappointed with tonights result. I think, it should be Jerric gonzales not Japs De Luna :( And a little more disppointed because (I think) next week will be the Final Battle. WANNA WATCH!!!

I badly need a good vibes. We'll see later. Hhhmmm... Oh pluease... Wanna watch talaga the Final Battle. Uhg!!!

Pero makapanood man o hindi, GO CHINITO CHARMER and SUPER SWEETHEART pa din!!! ;)

 Super Sweetheart Thea Tolentino

Chinito Charmer Mikoy Morales

xoxo,

Sheena <3

What's Inside My Bag?

 What's Inside My Bag?

I really wanted to have this blog post, what's inside my bag, even before forgotten times pero hindi natuloy-tuloy for unknown reason not until at this very moment. Haha!

So here, I want to share with you the things that are always (some) inside my bag wherever I go.

Pink Kipling Wallet. This is where I put my bills and IDs. Bought this at 70% off (hello 500PhP! :)) as my birthday gift for myself last January 5, 2012.

Pink Hello Kitty Coin Purse. I put my stash of coins to anywhere inside my bag but at the end of the day I'll look for it to put it all here for next time use!

Make-Up Kit. Since the time I get to know make-ups, it become one of my must-haves!

Facial Tissue... is one of my essentials. I should always have it wherever I go or kahit nasa bahay lang ako.

Hello Kitty Necklace. I really hate Hello Kitty! Hehehe :) This is for on-the-go "accessorize it" moments. I got this from an online Multiply store almost two years ago.

Ever Bilena Off-Beat Pink Lippie. Once, I told my sister that I have a collections of lippie! And when she saw it, she makes fun of me because my so-caled "lippie collection" s just one brand and one color. That is, Ever Bilena Off-Beat Pink Matte Lipstick! Super thanks to Rose Ann cantos for introducing this lippie to me.

My JOURNAL. Where I write my day-to-day experiences, doodles and wite anything that comes into my mind and my twenty-three things I should do and/or have before I turned 23 years young.


xoxo,

Sheena <3 br="br">